Sunday, May 25, 2008

http://www.storyofstuff.com/

http://www.storyofstuff.com/
is life black or white?
for me is pink, still it is good to stop for a minute or 20 and ask yourself few questions.
There are no ultimate answers, but it should discourage you from asking questions!!!
questions are the first step...

Friday, May 23, 2008

farewell party - 1st party ;-)


The wto biggest and strongest party animals :)




MC 07/08 team :D

2 last/lost months

I can say undoubtedly that I lost 2 months for this blog. On one hand there is no point coming back, cause I will be always coming back instead of writing about presence.
On another these were extremelly important months that I need to keep in my mind and since I usually foget easily what happens around me it's better to write some update :)
so here it comes.
Last week in Bulgaria happened till 10th of April - I had the opportunity to chair conference - I don't think this is ideal task for me but I had chance to prove mysel. Checking ability to control people, manage their mood, energize them and put in reflection mood. Dunno if I was successful but this was also my last conference with AIESEC in Bulgaria - logistics - I will not comment that but I think I just got used to it. I don't care, I don't mind its just normal - so I've changed for positive or negative- no idea.
It was also interesting to host Dominika :) observing how typical;-) Polish person reacts :) a looot of fun but also a lot of useful support - so although Im extremelly not in touch with my EB and to be honest I dont even read all mails I more than sure that Marki will be full of EB 2006/2007 or kanalie ;-) mood :D.
Last week in BG was also party time, but my papa party was rather calm ;-) and we ended up with Ivo of course discussin AIESEC stuff, drinking wine and ... danding in super club Avenue ;-) but wine was drunk and sunflower seeds were eaten :)

Monday, May 05, 2008

everyday update

Ok so u know im in very random mood - extreme happiness supported by being pissed off with some people ariund on regular basis- of course ur usually often when people arund represent characteristics u hate in urself or sth, but still all in all i didnt have it in bg at least not so much, but back here in Poland i got to easily distructed so maybe it is also high time to come back to blog, to spend time on reflection, to looking at things from the distance while writing it etc.
Im at home? So I'm in Poland 3 weeks now. What was this time about? mainly getting used to the culture and new role, with a lots of funny but also challenging moments. It was about meeting my friends- but only a few, or maybe the ones tha matters? hmmmm? no idea. It was about getting to know mysefl a lot - how the year can change u but also how some things are strong in you and is extremelly hard to change them. It was/ is about challenging opinion about people you thought you know and those u were sure u dont. It is about missing and about looking forward to. It is about being for one year in poland as mcvp ogxe

what happens around

yes shit happened
Havent written for ages :/
why?
many reasons for that- canot say lack of time, cause days are not shorter or i cannot say i have so much work or sth.
I just got really emotional, maybe pissed off, maybe too edmanding or maybe classical re-integration shock.
No idea sth is not as it should be?
And of course it is about me cause it cannot be about environment- this is the same for everyone.
So what's up with me?
any ideas?