Inconvinient thoughts

Thoughts of the past months:
What to belive...
Global warming and plastic bags- up to know I thought it is important, was on of those to care about usage of elecrticity, going shooping with own bags, using plastic bags for sth more not to be simple rubbish. but is it worht it? After reading a lot of articles I just realize I dunno which facts about CO2 and plastic bags are true and which are just results of some interests, lobbying etc. I just realized hmmm how easy is to influence this world with some inputs, make impact, make people believe you, but on the other hand how hard it is to choose the proper solutions, the right way...
how hard it is to assess whether sth is white or black:]

the longest break ever

:/ So actually for more than 2 months my life was... just too neurotic to write about it.
My brain and internal fights in it, intese emotions, tastes, people around made my life internal life of own thoughts rather than reasons for external celebration. So what is happening in the neurotic head- actually for last time in my life I have holiday - next year this time I plan to be about losing my students status. Maybe more appropriate from sitting in Marki would be going on some crazy holiday. At the almost end of my education I realized that besides drinking cheap wines my social experience was very limitted/ I used to sail so many of my summer holiday was spent on sailing, later on hm I was just in luv with not appropraite person and I took one holiday too much to suffer. Later on I find new addiction called AIESEC:]. Sometimes I really feel that I missed sth. Sometimes I regret it. Sometimes Im in such mood as the mood in this week. The mood is titled did I make right choices? Did I shape my life with ambition and fight or with risk averse attitude? how many ppl do know my real face, feelings and direction?

5th of June

the day of my birthday - actually coming in 2,5 hours still I'm sitting in my super predecessor place and decided to write blog its high time- 571 posts so far and big gap recently so finallt form my 23th birthday and getting older!