value of money

shoud be counted in what?
just wondering about it on my way to warsaw for exam about 1 week ago --> I paid for ticekt to Warsaw 70 pl - I had to go with IC with 26 discount (a little bit smaller than students' one) which is around 15 euro which is a ticket with wizzair or another cheap airlines from warsaw to brussels or sth does it make any sense? seems not!
the same number of money, you have to spend to go to stupid exam, or money u can spend on ticket to visit friends in another country?:/ strange

no more facebook in my life

Ok I will not delete my account but spending the whole day logged in, taking few tests every day omg didnt even notice when I became so fb addcited, wasting my time and even worse becoming such exhibitionist. And the craziest thing is that 1 month ago i was totally not ableto understand how one can spend so much time on it and soon I spent more than 1 hour a day? so this phase of my life - when yo feel ur useless enough to abuse fb, when u cannot or are too lazy to spend time in active way and finally when you realize that you don't have time for other things is over ...

unpacking

putting set of clothes in the wardrobe set of things that make me remember and dont fit any place here in this room, unpacking things that better hide here in this place. and after few hoursim still unpacking omg im not good in such things aaaaa, but hopefully afternoon will be spent outside and I will take my time for reflection, and few days later I still didnt manage to unpack my stuff aaaaa - doesnt fit my room aaaagrh

so this is it

What do I mean by that?
This is end of huge chapter in my life- not counting primary school and sailing the longest one-unfortunatelly it still not university whith which im still fighting and striving - I ended chapter called actve AIESEC member.
Is hsould be hard to summarize and finish but for me the hardest is im totally not in the mood- dunno am I only oriented in present moment not in the past, but thinking of my plans and activities also not in the future?
I feel that I froze my life till October or maybe even till January?no idea why juz feel Im between and maybe i needed time in between to connect to myself and to decide in a conscious way what is my next chapter? or maybe life, at least mine doesnt need chapters?First time from many years Im not in the rush, not from one place to another, actually I dont even have my home - I have my room in my home town:/ I don't have my source of income so actually in the age of 24 i could think I'm a looser in my life, but I don't I just think my life was too full of people, emotions, adventures and it's time to slow down and relax I think I dream of loneliness and now I go to super cool family breakfast - home has indeed its advantages