everyday update

Ok so u know im in very random mood - extreme happiness supported by being pissed off with some people ariund on regular basis- of course ur usually often when people arund represent characteristics u hate in urself or sth, but still all in all i didnt have it in bg at least not so much, but back here in Poland i got to easily distructed so maybe it is also high time to come back to blog, to spend time on reflection, to looking at things from the distance while writing it etc.
Im at home? So I'm in Poland 3 weeks now. What was this time about? mainly getting used to the culture and new role, with a lots of funny but also challenging moments. It was about meeting my friends- but only a few, or maybe the ones tha matters? hmmmm? no idea. It was about getting to know mysefl a lot - how the year can change u but also how some things are strong in you and is extremelly hard to change them. It was/ is about challenging opinion about people you thought you know and those u were sure u dont. It is about missing and about looking forward to. It is about being for one year in poland as mcvp ogxe