what happens around

yes shit happened
Havent written for ages :/
why?
many reasons for that- canot say lack of time, cause days are not shorter or i cannot say i have so much work or sth.
I just got really emotional, maybe pissed off, maybe too edmanding or maybe classical re-integration shock.
No idea sth is not as it should be?
And of course it is about me cause it cannot be about environment- this is the same for everyone.
So what's up with me?
any ideas?