my approach towards high tech gadgets

... im totally not from this century-
in november i got my mp4, but it was hard to install it- it was zune so maybe this explains a lot;-), so it was staying at home, on my desk and i was listetning music in my mobile- the great nokia;-)but yesterday I decided its totally stupid not to use it or I just thought it will be good to have storage for my files since I also dont have my notebook now- this may be even more weird taking into consideration my addicition to internet etc, still high tech dummy gave up and im using pc from my mum, coming to an end--> i needed place for my pics, music movies and 120gb mp 4 was the best destination wasnt it? and ladies and gentlemen I managed!!!!:D:D
yeyeye I have my zune with my files on it and spend yesterday amazing time playing sudoku and another game on it while staying in bath:D

If you don't know what to do in life- read a blog

of Ela or of Wolaczek and its obvious again- travelling, meeting new people, new cultures i cannot resits this! and my job needs to be connected with it otherwise i will just die;-)

Big cleaning

In order to make ur blog active u need some changes :-)- especially women need them, so actually I started with changing links to blogs of my friends- most of them are to be erased- ppl dont blog anymore- blogs were dedicated to year abroad, mc terms, sometimes internships and now- back in normal life ppl dont have time, or dont have need to blog, the rest that stayed needed to change description ppl are not in this country, occupation anymore, there is only one blog that stayed not changed, guess whose:>?

value of money

shoud be counted in what?
just wondering about it on my way to warsaw for exam about 1 week ago --> I paid for ticekt to Warsaw 70 pl - I had to go with IC with 26 discount (a little bit smaller than students' one) which is around 15 euro which is a ticket with wizzair or another cheap airlines from warsaw to brussels or sth does it make any sense? seems not!
the same number of money, you have to spend to go to stupid exam, or money u can spend on ticket to visit friends in another country?:/ strange

no more facebook in my life

Ok I will not delete my account but spending the whole day logged in, taking few tests every day omg didnt even notice when I became so fb addcited, wasting my time and even worse becoming such exhibitionist. And the craziest thing is that 1 month ago i was totally not ableto understand how one can spend so much time on it and soon I spent more than 1 hour a day? so this phase of my life - when yo feel ur useless enough to abuse fb, when u cannot or are too lazy to spend time in active way and finally when you realize that you don't have time for other things is over ...

unpacking

putting set of clothes in the wardrobe set of things that make me remember and dont fit any place here in this room, unpacking things that better hide here in this place. and after few hoursim still unpacking omg im not good in such things aaaaa, but hopefully afternoon will be spent outside and I will take my time for reflection, and few days later I still didnt manage to unpack my stuff aaaaa - doesnt fit my room aaaagrh

so this is it

What do I mean by that?
This is end of huge chapter in my life- not counting primary school and sailing the longest one-unfortunatelly it still not university whith which im still fighting and striving - I ended chapter called actve AIESEC member.
Is hsould be hard to summarize and finish but for me the hardest is im totally not in the mood- dunno am I only oriented in present moment not in the past, but thinking of my plans and activities also not in the future?
I feel that I froze my life till October or maybe even till January?no idea why juz feel Im between and maybe i needed time in between to connect to myself and to decide in a conscious way what is my next chapter? or maybe life, at least mine doesnt need chapters?First time from many years Im not in the rush, not from one place to another, actually I dont even have my home - I have my room in my home town:/ I don't have my source of income so actually in the age of 24 i could think I'm a looser in my life, but I don't I just think my life was too full of people, emotions, adventures and it's time to slow down and relax I think I dream of loneliness and now I go to super cool family breakfast - home has indeed its advantages

Silence

So bascially Im not used to silence in my life - I lvoe sounds, all around music, tv
generally there was a time when I gave up walking around with MP3 etc and tried to focus, read, calm down, but if I have opportunity and choice I always switch on sth :D
Generally I don't watch TV unless I'm at home - when Im there its just natual way of killing the silence.
Of course once I watch sth I also need to read or chat or do sth else
and of course advertisement its time to do many other activities but I just latelly realized that there are two TV spots that I like and maybe even prefer to series :D;-)
So true
so about me or my aspirtations regarding my way of life:

new approach to life ;-)

One of the symptoms of an approaching nervous breakdown is the belief that one's work is terribly important.

Of all forms of caution, caution in love is perhaps the most fatal to true happiness.

Remember that happiness is a way of travel - not a destination.

Happiness is not a station you arrive at, but a manner of traveling.

Happiness depends upon ourselves.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed.

There can be no happiness if the things we believe in are different from the things we do.

Two songs about life, its reasons two nice songs