Silence

So bascially Im not used to silence in my life - I lvoe sounds, all around music, tv
generally there was a time when I gave up walking around with MP3 etc and tried to focus, read, calm down, but if I have opportunity and choice I always switch on sth :D
Generally I don't watch TV unless I'm at home - when Im there its just natual way of killing the silence.
Of course once I watch sth I also need to read or chat or do sth else
and of course advertisement its time to do many other activities but I just latelly realized that there are two TV spots that I like and maybe even prefer to series :D;-)
So true
so about me or my aspirtations regarding my way of life:

new approach to life ;-)

One of the symptoms of an approaching nervous breakdown is the belief that one's work is terribly important.

Of all forms of caution, caution in love is perhaps the most fatal to true happiness.

Remember that happiness is a way of travel - not a destination.

Happiness is not a station you arrive at, but a manner of traveling.

Happiness depends upon ourselves.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed.

There can be no happiness if the things we believe in are different from the things we do.

Two songs about life, its reasons two nice songs

Spring- yes it's you

Spring always brings changes- in your heart, emotions, behaviours and I started with small simple things --> cleaning my wardrobe - outcome 5 plastic bags with clothes which will be geven to the poorer people. Maybe I should try selling them but it's not in my character it's sometimes funny to think of how some things are just taken from family and you stick to them - so I will not trade my clothes but I just give them out:). So many old clothes - from highschool or even... primary school lol :D I kept one dress bought for graduating from primary school cause its so cool to know I still fit - my mood is much better afterwards;-). My wardrobe is halp empty but of courde it will be fuller after I bring back things from Warsaw but still I feel so much better:D. Still one wardrobe ahead wondering how many bags more :D

fortune gathering cats - with hi tech oh yeah ;-)camera

emotions

blogging was alwyas connected with them... the break was the reason or the result?
still I just noticed I froze sooo many emotions for the last months- seems irrational? with soe many things, ppl, but that's true they were frozen, now they are escaping from me and its painful and it's hard to control. I cannot stand this phase of my life I feel like taking holiday from reality, from ppl around from the situations that keep on repeating:/