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So this is Xmas time for reflection, time around new year for new plans and summing up somehow I wonder is it a place to go so deep in yourself here?
Looking at the amount of people visiting it and complexity of my random personality its not:/
Sorry people I put it on private blog
kisses

Flight

My friends usully make jokes about that always flying on hangover
This time was also sth like that – this joke is about having papa=farewell parties, this time as mentioned also had small. And pileszki burger as breakfast. I went to the airport and felt so empty, start writing some posts and listen to music so this is xmas… so strange coming back home after 6 months. In the plane – nice people giving veg food although claning I didn’t order, problems speaking Polis  and dizzy man with stupid talks – I realize how far I believe in independence of people, their common sake, self responsibility and liberalism. Eh hope I will never become hipocratic towards that and show it more and more in my actions!!!
I was also surprised by my patience, or maybe I should call it lack of assertiveness? No, cause I was not accepting his opinions. (OT) Im changing – Im much more emotional what is still a lot but…
And at the end of the flight amazing beauty (bg influence and beautiful people ;-))
We were flying over the clouds – they looked like snow amazingly white, with small mountains – beautiful  the sun was violet and orange it was soo cool like the amazing evening in the ski resort, than for around 2 minutes in the cloud- you don’t see anything – your just the part of the clous- you just went inside of this sth and… black earth underneath – over Poland there was no sun anymore … and this only in around 5 minutes, intense, self experience …

Last week

nothing left:/

strategic triangle ;-)

wall before packing
Last week happened, Im not in bg anymore, with adventures, with farewell girls party, morning packing, again adventures, trip to the airport, my room was left empty, things at rafa place and in the room – tricky and risky, a lots of strange feelings about it
And flight – topic for a story but first last bg pic in 2007

wec and other - pics

froozers

the LeaD forward

another Pole in BG>? and chair

all the people ;-)

Circle of influence

Measured by the number of applicants – is the big number ok meaning your term was successful, that your term was leadership and you inspired people, or that tey are pissed off and want to repair what you destroyed or its not connected at all? How about quality, your contact with these people will but also knowledge to ensure continuity? How to assess this? Is there any formula? What to think about that?
No idea but this no very important point and topic in my head.

WEC

So the conference happened with the selection on Monday afterwards- a lot of efforts put in it , meaning 1st conference without any party, amazing chair, inspiring helpful, teaching a lot, craaaaaazy wow? Are chair of WEC supposed to be special by default? Most probably :D so at least positive about the conference. It’s outcome – strange a lot about strategy, long term plan so the results we will see later on, not now. Still some things are to be finished. Election/ selection a hard time a lot of thoughts asing about circle of incluence, continuity, being honest and diplomatic, emotions versus professionalism etc etc. a Lot of thought ot lieave the country a lot of feelings.

pics

ro trip

In December All students in BG have their Holiday, Since Im a students and I was in BG I thought it can be also good time for me to make some celebration. After some challenges and adventures of Blago ;) we ended up Rafa, Ivo and me – it was amazing time – discussing in the train AIESEC – 2 crazy MC members and intern with almost any induction – lots of hard thoughts. It can be also called amazing reception activity for Rafa – it was his 2nd country to visit- BG is first, 1st time to go with train, 1st time to make snowangel, 1st time to sleep in a hostel :D and few more. In the morning Mali picked us up and we stayed in the one of two MC flat- somehow different- one team, once office, two flats. On the other hand – amazingly friendly relations with neighbours, hope Poland can shape such as well! During the day we were sightseeing and this is how our forbidden things started- I didn’t take Euro as well Rafa cayse we thought we will be able to exchange BG money – unfortunately not, we also were not able to go into people’s house as well as find pub to sit so for a while we sat on the benches in the park in front of ice skating ring, drank some of the beer and left, This was also a day of dll for mc bg applicants. I was also fighting to submit my half term paper, but since only my laptop got connected to the internet I was just downloading applications. Reading them – surprise and disappointment, mixed feeling, but it was free day so we packed and went to brasov to see bran – with Dracula castle and do sightseeing, we had only money of ivo, it turned out we don’t have host in bran so we were walking around in search for hostel or anyother place to sleep since the one recommended by @cers was much too expensive, afterwards we counted amount of money spent per person and it was not so bad, so we went out, bran by night was amazing – Xmas atmosphere, warm wine, pocorn, sighseeing on slippery roads, beer and- finding out we don’t have ivo’s card anymore- just money for ticket to Bucharest..
Again mali saved us, picking up from the station, lending money for subway tcket and last but NOT LEAST-together with mc and sister cooked amazing dinner for us, it was really impressive approach and together with some xmas songs being played on the street we had sth like xmas, neighbors aiesecers dinner. On the way back we were tirred, making jokes of our spontaneous trip and I found out internet on the train station – amazing technology ;-)

reflections

And so this is Xmas- blog was dead for a while a long one, a lot happened since that time I made a fool of myself and behaved as an idiot, I discovered power and feelings I was not even aware I have in myself. I was making decision about the future, having ups and downs and now I sit on the airport- writing very fast with my new letter system – since a month or sth my laptop doesn’t work properly- m,j,u7 are out of order, listening to this Song Happy Xmas and think, waiting for the plane to Poland with application to polish MC almost ready and…
Im lost in personal life in feelings towards some male;-) people I don’t know if I feel sth and if I feel what- friendship, love, passion, the hunter instinct just to know there are mines?
Im an MC PL applicant – with head full of ideas but also questions – too personal to share, to deep to just write, still process of writing it is rewarding, didn’t know so many people around are my friends, are so smart, so loving and passionate about things, didn’t know a lot about myself and people – I still don’t know many, but undoubtedly I know more
Im going to see in 2 hours my friends, my family how it is to speak polish, to be flooded with info- being foreigner is very comfortable sometimes you live in your universe, don’t understand what people speak, can explain some behaviours by cultural differences- funny isn’t it? Cultural shocks, challenge of being abroad for me seems to be more like safe shelter.

RoMania

24 things we were not allowed to do in RoMania!

To:
1. exchange Bulgarian lev - its not covertable!!!
2. take pictures with the Jandarmeria in front of House of People!
3. enter house of people (Only on Sunday)
4. drink on the bench - in the downtown
5. go to restaurant and not eat
6. go to pizza place and not eat pizza
7. go for a beer in any pub8. take money from ATM
9. sleep in hotel in 3-bed rooms
10. go to tourist information althought it was on the map
11. go to Church in Brasov ( Because it was Sunday)
12. eat in the kitchen after 9 p.m.
13. take pictures in Carrefour
14. eat duner in Carrefour
15. connect to Internet in McDonalds
16. go to girl's toilet - (other side please)
17. connect to internet for more than 10 mins
18. see the view of the town
19. open the bathrom door
20. collect the money from the well
21. go to the narrowest street
22. answer people's questions on the streets
23. buy postcards for MC
24. use electricity in the train

TD

So as I mentioned they happened we had team days :) What was happenieng there - we were working to preapre WEC conference, the first such conference for EBs, the outcome of each we also already know and cannot be at least according to me so much propud of, still we had team days.
We finally partied together really had fun and created team hardworking and enjoying our company with time to go out and had warm bath or sth like that...

videos from concert

As you see we really had fun time and it was just great :D

Sp what happened during the weekend 1-2.12

First of all we went to the open concert- yes open concert in december, it was cold but Steli took care of us together with HP some rakija with honey and we managed eventhough it started to rain and for half an hour we were waiting for her... Rihana (pictures and moveis in the upper post)
Totally wet - my clothes were wet even next day in the morning but extremely happy we went to homes. - the next day exam and pc skills so there was no party, still we decided that we will make up for that on saturday.
But not to foget- on Thursday we went to gala - netowrking event - can u imagine me, funny to see another foreigners and spent much time the US guy who was also borred and feeling out of the place. Still food for free some wine - according to Ivo sparkling one and it was fun ;-) Still netowrking doesnt seem like an option of my life and not the best way to spend the evening but it was not too bad:-)
Saturday evening we had a prepeaty in my place- first time or fist time consciously tried wine with lemonade, funny drink :], We spent time three of us having fun discussing some strange things and later on went to the disco.
At the beginning it was terrible- crwoded killing techno omg, still later on they played better music- thats why i posted its my life. We jumped, sang, enjoyed it was so cool sometimes I feel im too old or out of sth for discos but sometime su just need to move urself and go with the rhythm. Dead tired waiting till the first bus guys went for banica and I went to bed around 5. with this feelin u did sth cool, sth u deserved, maybe ur not passioante about but it if u dont do this from time to time it will be terrible :D. Of course the whole Sunday was out of order and waste of time, waking up sleeping, doing homeworks, everything slower than expected, but no regret
monday - team days sialala :)
but this most proabbly next week together with the pictures and history from another conference and romania

Updaaaate

Ok I'm Shmatka - not wiritng for so long, basically for no reason if only any - bad time management and maybe too many things to control, too many things to analyze, too many wierd things around me, but ok. So ACT was one month ago already. No point coming back to it. Amazing eXperience, mixture of personal learning, developing of others, challanging urself, feeling responsible and stressed. Good memories, sth to I will for sure keep in mind & will be reminding me what @ conference is about. Later on throughout almost whole week I had some people at my place and was clearning, recovering, designing my desired destination - Tanzania at that point fo time, catching up with school. Enjoying the weekend and fighitng for PC skills weekend to happen.
My EDT visit didnt take place due to lack of interest, or maybe I didnt force it as I should, afterwards felt a little bit bad about that :( Still PC skills was cool event for- crisis management- again we didnt have multimedia;-)
Managing such small scale event and putting your effort in it. Seeing people who gain some skills and knowledge- happinees, being exhausted. Still happy that I run it:)
But it was also a cool weekend cause on Friday and Sunday we were out- read the post up.

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I'm The Rising Bourgeoisie
You represent the best of both worlds. Not only are you sophisticated, but you are motivated to improve your stature through hard work and dedication. You don't bring your ego to the table, which makes you down to earth and humble. Keep doing your thing because you deserve everything you get.

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You are "the Party Animal"!
Anyone who has ever uttered the phrase 'You don't know where the line is until you've crossed it,' obviously never crossed the line. What is a party for if not to push your limits? You see parties as a challenge - how much can I dance, drink, shout, fight, score, etc. Parties are a chance to get your name into the history books by doing something extraordinary so all your friends can say, 'hey, remember when?'

and one more

back to roots

last day with internet at home- cleaning, packign...yes ;( will leave bg in 18 days;( dont want to:/
so coming back to my beloved author, especially for such moods

update

still I dunno what to write, how to start, feeling strange.
those close to me know things without wiriting- Im thinking and reflecting a lot lately, wondering, analyzing. Some things become just too personal to share. Or maybe too many people start reading that, still a lot happened and simple update without analyzing is needed.
ACT my babe, child of the term is over. Intense time passed so fast as never before. Faci team consisted of amazing individuals- so international as a team of CEE conference- 3 Polish ppl and me, 2 Romanians including super char- never thought before finance poeple can be so great!It was CEE conference indeed :) Showing typical CEE characteristics of facis still also showing national and aiesec differences. We had amazing time withc challenges and far from what Im used to still with every day more relaxed, more self confident and more enjoying. Seeing so many newies for AIESEC in Bulgaria in one place, starting their education on time, sharing, talking it was really really cool experience. Afterthat I feel a little bit empty and a liitle bit strange still in the mood of revising my destination and direction or maybe shaping it.

and its now or never....!!!