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for this weekend im going homeI will finish first two weeks of exams and crazy thingsI have actually a lot to tell u about but now short reminder- party after gapictures now story on saturday or friday!

exams

not attending classes= around 100 PLN spent on xero
notes useless after exams
lots of useless paper
lots of useless theoretical information
where is the point?
:/

update vol 3

lately my blog has changed its character a little bit
more reflective less update!
I will try to make up for this
still it is somehow hard to find time
but I will do me best in the following week
hugs!

ideal allignment

Lately I have discovered that my path in AIESEC is really alligning with my future personal plans and development
amazing yes?
but at the beginning lym- developing my weaknesses, still need to work on them but i got this first impulse
ceemos- conference running - conferences sth i got passionate about in aiesec, living diversity and internationality, challengng myself about future path and work career
now and future- developing people, managing talents - for sure i will do this in the future not sure in what form but i will!
and then finally bulgaria experience- a place to write or collect info and experience to my thesis at my second majors - international realtions topis- influence of eu enlargement and accession on society or on managing global company
its really amazing and impressive for me to realize that this is actually not only about people that its also a place of self-realization
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going for last exam in this week and then time for update;-)

aaaaaaaaaaa

flying flying flying
:-)
why cause I will have possibility to work with amazing people in amazing environment in amazing coutry to achieve amazing results and personal development
when we want sht the whole universe supports us in achieveing this...
true!
undoubtedly
:D:D:D
my calendar starts to be full of fixed data but with every single new responsibility I feel I have more freedom and more time
Ira what is ahppines- doing what we love doing?
hugs!

AIESEC in Bulgaria

my adventure with AIESEC in Bulgaria is going to coninue with head full of obstacles I'm aware with lots of refelction!!!
I know I'm so proud to have this possibility:-)

update vol 2

My posts lately are not top quality;-)
what is going on right now- exams:D
actually for the time beeing better tha expectes but we will see;-)
after national conference- trying to survive without notebook;-)
its not so hard allowance to being lazy ql:P
ga was quite ok, but still some people have shown they shouldn't have the right to vote :/
but still we managed to change some points in the code
and the party afterwards was so qllll :P I ended it in the office sleeping on the chairs :P:P:P
just had to wait one hour for my train and decided that the office is the best place
wasnt I right;-)
before that hard discussion and kebab, unexpected meeting with piasek;-)lying on the ground and of course my favourite top talent! - Ela:-)
weekend in home - time to shpae myself analyze and be brave!
and actually I know what I'm heading for!!!
and I'm proud of this decision!

update

Lately I have been too sharing and stating my thoughts:-)
Time to give update what is actually happening in my life not in my head
New Year Eve
and party!
trip with Zuzanka
ql;-)
time to get to know actualy and trip lasting a little bit much more than expected:-)
and one nice meeting get to know another person a little bit later that it could happen but better later than not at all yes;-)
the next days skiing:-)
hm where are my pictures Zuzia:P:P
and party ql and one unexpected sms probably influenced my time right now a little bit...
life is full of coinsidences but somehow u create them...?
coming back even more crazy trip sitting on laps in full train
and party on1.01:-)it was really ql Czarny thx and Dominique also...
next days...
National Conference
to be frank my expectations were really higher than the conference, but still it is me who create my learning horizont, my learning possibilities
still Im happy about this conference
seeing people who somehow inspired and motivated me...
people from my area previous pds and faci of ceemos
finally i get to know how to learn from others such as mc team
and im happy about all discussion that took place there!
im happy about mcp results:-)
and all these talks really and our rewards I'm so proud of all what happened in me and in my LC!
still I wish I had more opportunites to meet my commission and my friends...

test freak;-)

wanna check what animal you are?

go to:

http://www.quizilla.com/users/EmrysWolf/quizzes/What%20Is%20Your%20Animal%20Personality%3F

my 24 strengths

true or not ?
Your Top Strength
Curiosity and interest in the world
You are curious about everything. You are always asking questions, and you find all subjects and topics fascinating. You like exploration and discovery.

Your Second Strength
Capacity to love and be loved
You value close relations with others, in particular those in which sharing and caring are reciprocated. The people to whom you feel most close are the same people who feel most close to you.

Your Third Strength
Judgment, critical thinking, and open-mindedness
Thinking things through and examining them from all sides are important aspects of who you are. You do not jump to conclusions, and you rely only on solid evidence to make your decisions. You are able to change your mind.

Your Fourth Strength
Fairness, equity, and justice
Treating all people fairly is one of your abiding principles. You do not let your personal feelings bias your decisions about other people. You give everyone a chance.

Your Fifth Strength
Honesty, authenticity, and genuineness
You are an honest person, not only by speaking the truth but by living your life in a genuine and authentic way. You are down to earth and without pretense; you are a "real" person.

Strength#6
Leadership
You excel at the tasks of leadership: encouraging a group to get things done and preserving harmony within the group by making everyone feel included. You do a good job organizing activities and seeing that they happen.

Strength#7
Creativity, ingenuity, and originality
Thinking of new ways to do things is a crucial part of who you are. You are never content with doing something the conventional way if a better way is possible.

Strength#8
Zest, enthusiasm, and energy
Regardless of what you do, you approach it with excitement and energy. You never do anything halfway or halfheartedly. For you, life is an adventure.

Strength#9
Hope, optimism, and future-mindedness
You expect the best in the future, and you work to achieve it. You believe that the future is something that you can control.

Strength#10
Industry, diligence, and perseverance
You work hard to finish what you start. No matter the project, you "get it out the door" in timely fashion. You do not get distracted when you work, and you take satisfaction in completing tasks.

Strength#11
Bravery and valor
You are a courageous person who does not shrink from threat, challenge, difficulty, or pain. You speak up for what is right even if there is opposition. You act on your convictions.

Strength#12
Humor and playfulness
You like to laugh and tease. Bringing smiles to other people is important to you. You try to see the light side of all situations.

Strength#13
Citizenship, teamwork, and loyalty
You excel as a member of a group. You are a loyal and dedicated teammate, you always do your share, and you work hard for the success of your group.

Strength#14
Kindness and generosity
You are kind and generous to others, and you are never too busy to do a favor. You enjoy doing good deeds for others, even if you do not know them well.

Strength#15
Forgiveness and mercy
You forgive those who have done you wrong. You always give people a second chance. Your guiding principle is mercy and not revenge.

Strength#16
Love of learning
You love learning new things, whether in a class or on your own. You have always loved school, reading, and museums-anywhere and everywhere there is an opportunity to learn.

Strength#17
Perspective (wisdom)
Although you may not think of yourself as wise, your friends hold this view of you. They value your perspective on matters and turn to you for advice. You have a way of looking at the world that makes sense to others and to yourself.

Strength#18
Social intelligence
You are aware of the motives and feelings of other people. You know what to do to fit in to different social situations, and you know what to do to put others at ease.

Strength#19
Spirituality, sense of purpose, and faith
You have strong and coherent beliefs about the higher purpose and meaning of the universe. You know where you fit in the larger scheme. Your beliefs shape your actions and are a source of comfort to you.

Strength#20
Gratitude
You are aware of the good things that happen to you, and you never take them for granted. Your friends and family members know that you are a grateful person because you always take the time to express your thanks.

Strength#21
Appreciation of beauty and excellence
You notice and appreciate beauty, excellence, and/or skilled performance in all domains of life, from nature to art to mathematics to science to everyday experience.

Strength#22
Self-control and self-regulation
You self-consciously regulate what you feel and what you do. You are a disciplined person. You are in control of your appetites and your emotions, not vice versa.

Strength#23
Caution, prudence, and discretion
You are a careful person, and your choices are consistently prudent ones. You do not say or do things that you might later regret.

Strength#24
Modesty and humility
You do not seek the spotlight, preferring to let your accomplishments speak for themselves. You do not regard yourself as special, and others recognize and value your modesty.

pure emotions

just like this beeing extovertic to the very single piece of myself
blogging as a way of advertising urself?
i cannot agree
more like stating brave and loudly who u are
i didnt see any frank and sincere advertisement...
true facts rather put people off so...?
just random thoughts crossing my mind:/

here I am

:] ... [:
last week of school and then exams, holiday, peace
maybe for the last time for long in such a configuration.
Iam beginning brand new life
I am not 100% sure, I do not feel so secure
I have some doubts
But I actually do not believe one cn be 100% sure about any decisions for longer - why...
cause there is always sth that cn occur sth new
still life is not about ideal decisions
life its not about being ideal
life is about having the best out of it
the most and the best for u
the most and the best u can take out of it
for urself and according to u!
:*

congratulations IVO - MCP elect @ Bulgaria 2007/2008

do not go 2 bulgaria i will miss u!

I didnt expect such words.
I got used to missing people
I am not used to the fact that sb misses me!
I didnt realize that I can be so important in sb's life!

I have just also realized that I will also miss some people!
Some old friends- Pysia & Laska somehow I got used to missing them
Krasnal somehow too. Morswin- hm probably we will see ur more often when I move out than right now:/

Czarny... what can I say dropping in wont be so easy and we have to do some galeria days just in case;-)

But there are new ppl in my life
ppl of 2006 I got so used to them, to the fact that they simply are ...

It will be challenging to live without them...

Betty - one of the biggest surprise of the year... amazing how u understand me, sometimes I ahve the feeling u know me better than me myself

Dominique hm ups and downsa but all in all cannot name this but there is sth in ur system of..;-) that makes my life rocking

Radzio - actually I do not remember days when I didnt know u! hope for phone calls in the middle of the night

Zuziak- get to know before leaving thats the aim

Ola - it wil be hard to find better flatmate im afraid

Klimeczek - probably the best antecessor;-) of the world;-)

Woland...
Qspit
Ela
Adams
Adas!!!!!!!;-)
Asiunia
Kupa
grhhhh it doesnt make much sense listing this
but I hope in one year time the list wont be shorter and through the year I will be able to give u the time and the hm percentage of me?:/ u deserve!

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@life:-)

Yesterday we had ga
after national conference im in a little bit different mood
dunno how to explain it but somehow these few days finished the process of shaping me for upcoming motnhs or years maybe?
Who am I?
I am who I am but it doesnt mean its the best me I can be...
I just wanna be better with everyday better than me from a previous day!
General Assembly ok even I need to say it was much better.
Iam proud of my LC.
Iam proud of people who shape it!
I am proud of attitudes they present!
Proud to be form proud to be from... SGH:-).
We changed our law and will have new rules of selecting EB:-)
and party afterwards
talks
AIESEC is about people thats true
or even more is about friendships
about challenging each other
about supporting
and finally about being able to understand others and respect them no matter how differetn they are!!
Afterparty finished with Kamikaze;-) long discussions brought us to kebab- unexpected meeting with bomba and trips
Piasek ruled!
one hour of sleep in our office:D these chairs are really comfortable to sleep;-)
3 hours in train to Ilawa and so is my crazy spontaneous weekend:D

:-) (-: Im probably the happiest person on the world?
wanna bet;-)?
wanna join me?
just remember everything starts and ends withing ur head!

national conference in pictures

happiness

everything starts and ends within ur head and thats true!
my laptop is broken
i have problems with obligatory classes- german, english, baltic countries, negotations
i do not know anything for lectures and exams are in one week
i sometimes miss sb by my side
i sometimes of sometimes often argue with my family, with my friends
im sometimes lost not knowing what future will bring and what role i want to have in the process
but this is my life!
the perfect one
the only one
the one im shaping
so its the best life I can ever imagine!!!
and I'm so happy that I can lead this life!!!
A M A Z I N G !!!

flying

if i survive thursday and my presentation it will be amazing
still im flying im so prouf of my lc for national conference
for their open minds
attitudes
and for so many people willing to go on ceemos and ceelds- 30 wow!!!
after thurs i will have more time i will write more about new year
about national conferences and my reflcetions
maybe as canidate for mcvp pd in bg or maybe as a jobless seeker
hugs

national conference

the best way to predict the future is to create it;-)

Radzio Cebulka and Marysia our MCP elect;-)

btw yes I wouldnt think I would post such a photo with such a comment here life is amazing:-)

:]

because no idea what to write i will just write this interview with Cebula or maybe Sibulka? or maybe Agnieszka? hm
What are you thinking of at the moment?
When my plans for January will be clear
Are you a good person?
I hope so.
Do you remember your first kiss?
hm what do we understand as kiss? 1st not bot 1st resulting from love yes!
Do you have a good deal of plans and ideas?
maybe too good sometimes;-)
Is sex an art, neccessity or a pleasure?
Pleasure:-)
Do you believe in God, in a person or in miracles?
I believe in people and in magic power that take care of us although we are so bad and stupid:/
Is the cup half full or half empty.
Half full.
What inspires you?
World around me and there are some people extremely important in this process- probably they do not realize it but thank you!
What can influence you?
everything the most- feeling that i make sth not adequate:/
What would you prefer: being famous or being rich?
Being happy
What colour are the walls in your house?
Those I was able to influence- blue and yellow, those now - with pictures on them
What would you do if today was the last day of your life?
I would try to act as always- cause i always try to live as it is the last day...?
I would take my family and my friends for a cruise talking about the best moments of my life we spent together...
Do you like modern architecure?
I like it as long as its nice, and functional
When was the last time you sent a paper letter? To whom?
not remeber:(
Is there a painting that you wish to own by all means?
Yes- painitng I made for a story Sierotka Marysia i 7 Krasnoludkow Im not sure about the title, it was in primary school
What would you change or do differently if you could start your life all over?
I would live it in the same way believeing that everything in life has sense.
How do you deal with people that you don't really like?
Feeling guilty I cannot find common topic and attitude with them:/
What is the price you would pay for success?
as high as is needed but in the same time not destroying my feeling of happiness and people around me
Are blonds happier?
Yes.
Fow hom do you dress up - for yourself, for your boyfriend or for your friends?
Dunno
To whom do you call when you feel sad?
to myself.
And when you are happy?
To my friends.
Brad Pitt or George Cloony?
Mr Wonderful
Is their a habit from your everyday you can never give up?
using internet:]?:P
no there isnt any
What should happen to loose somebody as your friend?
Cheat me.
Do have fears?Yes.
Do you dream? Black and white or coloured?
Yes but i do not remeber all of them
Can you listen to people?
I try.
Which was your favourite fair tale as a child?
Smurfs? sometimes my mum tells me another title but i do not remeber now.
Do you believe in 'they lived happily ever after'?
Yes
Do you believe in coincidence?
I deopend that there is a bigger power that takes care of us and everything what happens shbould happen
What music would you would like to have at your own funeral?
Agnieszka juz dawno tutaj nie mieszka.
Do you believe in love at first sight?
I believe in love from the first touch
What's the difference between happiness and joy?
Happines is permanent joy.
Do you like holidays?
I luv them
What is your favourite time of the day for sex?
Every moment is perfect when u have ur ideal lover by side.
For what do you say sorry most of the times?
For acting before thinking.
Are you a trusting person?
Yes.
What impress you more: music or literature?
Literature.
Can you enjoy the small moments?
Better with everyday
Do you feel comfortable at the place you are writing those answers?
Yes.
Are you still think about the things you thought at the beginning?
No.

super pics

super food by gold frying pan;-) Niewozewa

super sylwester!!!