what is in

updating the blog- much too long
why?
cause too many ppl around closed their blog?
no its not the reason crowd is not cool for it - never
so why?
maybe cause i feel its getting to personal?
too complicated?
maybe too many things may be offensive to somebody?
or maybe too many things can be to controversial?
to hard for people?
where is the borader between the joke and the truth?
why people sometimes seem to know better ?
why sometimes they know ur joking when ur serious?
why why why?!?!?!?!?
when did i become so smart- smart to be independent and self-sufficient? in the same time when i became such idiot...