shitty organization?

Hey people
I'm really happy and proud to be in AIESEC probably that's why I decided to stay in organization and shape it but...
since some time it happens to me that Im not able to say proudly I'm an AIESECer, but I'm ashamed of our behaviour:(
Unfortuantelly its also happening right here and right now on IC.
Seeing so much rubbish around me after each session and party, seeing so many half empty bottels of water I'm asking myself - are these future global leaders?
Today during brand XP session we got this feedback from company representative- ppl u dont show ur values and ur brand.
And refer to the rubbish in the 2nd plenary- what was the impact on us?
What was the leadership activated during the session?
We left plenary with even more rubbish:(]
I know I was also not the cgane I want to see in the world, but seeing 600 best people of the world Im sometimes smashed with what we are doing here:(