insect shock:/

Some friends have already started writing about cultural shock, other claim it will not happen to them, some already suffer it.
How about me?
I think I'm on the edge...:/
Holiday and IC are of much advantage and are needed but...
Its then hard to move back on track I think.
I wonder how it will be about IC. Nevertheless, today I felt terrible with two insects at my home. My overreaction and terrible mood are for sure insect;-) shock. So if I thought it will not happen to me for sure I was overestimating myself:(.
I just miss basically dunno what- Polish language on the streets?
Home without insects?
Or maybe this freedom of going out and nowing that ur at ur place.
Or maybe even home- not home in Warsaw- I dont have such, not home in Ilawa, but home that I could call mine?
eh
PS while writing about economics of holiday I forgot about one thing--> Special promotion:
When buying 3 vibrators u get 4th for free:].
Wondering was it promotion for group of friends or maybe sun has bad influence on males:P;-)