hm

and the weekend is over, on Friday I will be on the way to IC, my 1st, but not 1st IC.
My IC as a representative of MC, as representative of @ in bulgaria.
Preparing for a long time but still feeling not prepared, happy to meet old friends, meeting those I didnt speak to except for MSN, and making new friendship.
Hovewer, I'm also afraid of not being focused and self-aware as self-drive enough.
Hm my usual fears, bringing us to the usual topic of emotion.
Its just about or maybe already one week sine my mum left. I know the description of holiday mabe was not enough, hm so for those willing to read dull post what I was doing I will write tonigh.
But the most important are emotions. Yes Im so as my mum, also in terms of emotions. Reming myself of her face seeing so many homeless dogs, which is real nighmare here:/
Also reminding myself of homeless pure bitch on the seaside. Willing to die, not eating just looking at her puppies from distance:/
And us trying to feed, buying wate, sausages and other ppl just observing.
Funny conclusion- thats why she is not reach and I will never bee either:/
Crazy, stubborn cold bitch with too many emotions;-)