high school...

Our last meeting of IVc that which actually didnt happen make me realize 1 thing I do not have close realtions with almost any of people I spent 4 years around 6 hours daily on average with. It was ql to see Tomek and chat I think I wrote about our meeting before recruitment day when Tomek came to Warsaw for curling championship... but even with Laska and Pysia I ws supposed to come to Poznan and of course was not able to manage:/ (btw I have just switched on my mobile funny to see these all old smses Ryba I would really like to go with happy team and watch Borat;-)), sorry to all those who were calling to me and I was not able to answer! and Basia sorry for writing all posts in this wa without enters and dots I will try to remeber about this now!!!
So people especially my people hope we will see during Xmas & manage to make some fixed appointments...?
But it was time to move back in time.. totally random meeting chat with Ala on my mum's phone actually I miss this personality sometimes in my rush to the point mature;-) life
And later on coming back to warsaw - yeah actually going to warsaw means going back for me
and meeting Kolek travelling together, chat about school, sailing, mates,
Reminding myself of this naive time in my life.
On one hand cannot me being this kind of person I was this incredible number of mistkaes I made but if I could turn back time I would probably do all of them one more time.
Eh sometimes I think life is much harder now but I cannot and do not want to go back
I have this kind of feeling that righ here right now I am to feel the rain on my skin...