reflections or dreams?

So I went to my 2nd XPRO as delegate, with my head full of ideas such as transferring from fast track to extremelly slow track, being old and tired, being pissed off, being disappointed with myself, organization, surrounding, wondering what is my place what is my direction, destination unknown or known without desires and passions and this was the point it happened - XPRO 2008. The event that gave me back passion, belief, desire, or maybe I took it back from all the young people like vampire :D;-) or most probably I just knew why I was there and simply did the best because this is what is all about...