I'm old

yeah I'm old!
I just realized that:D
I heard in the radio that there is may and its time of final exams for high school students
jejk my was 3 years ago so many things happened from that time
eh this exam is called life exam
maturity veryfication
so i passed it without problems
with amazing notes
and now- 3 years after
i feel that my exam is coming- real, mature life
life abroad, life on my own
huh today I visitted my high school man u can get depressed there I really admire myself for survivign there 4 years for my small, naive head of that time and I'm so happy I'm more self aware now!
I cannot say I'm so much different, I'm completelly new person but...
some things changed and I'm more than happy about that!:D
so these 3 years- they way they went with this single visit in high school
...
some things still need to go but...
whatever happends it s always the best thing to happen...
its not the destiny cause if we want sth the whole universe support us
we just need to realize what is in our head and take care of our subconcious not only concious plans and thoughts