Mace...so close

Eh it is so close but I do not feel it that in few days I will be somewhere for 3 weeks
with my old and new mates getting to know new place, new people culture. but i do not feel it im to much to my curren t things, life too much even to realize whats going on in lebanon- i have holiday, i have my aiesec, my bsc, my priorities to do and there is war but this is their war we do not have extansion there, we do not have or i do not have friends there so,,, so nothign when sth is close to u u feel it... if not its like with varius manx:(
So my point of view- 3 days in a row i saw in tv concert for varius manx, ok people are in hard situation but not only their, everyday people are in even worse one, and its more not because of them than in varius case but they are not stars so we do not care. We care only about people we know- our friends or people we wanted we seem to know stars- thats our humanity:(how is s to be a part of non political organization in a world which is so muhc depending on politics arent we lying to ourselves:>?but ok u have ur own soul to think about it im here to cheer u up right? that is ur aim when u read the post to be updated with sibulkas life and to feel better cause she is so crazy frog:P
Today I spent the day on lazing;-) wend to garden and tried to swimming but everything was not good enough water cold
flies in garden
totally upside down:/
so i decided to think what to take to mace cause i do not want to take too big luggage but to take everything i feel it will be hard but com'n if i want to move for year?:/
night- lately rooutine- working on pbox still not sure is it true or not i feel weird