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Days before functional meeting were focused on moving from the flat. In the mean
time I was in Olsztyn at the hm sung poetry?:-) great to find time for at least small piece of culture, unfortunatelly as always in my life some strange surprises- accident - we killed wild pig hm maybe it seems funny for some of you but for me it was terrible:( First of all I cannot stand when animals are dying because of us:( We dominated our world and too often not care about the others and about our enviroment. One of our values in AIESEC is acting sustainably- hm maybe we should focus more on it cause after revision majority of our actions I do not see here any signs of caring about future of our world. Just to mention my beloved simple example- number of disposable dishes we use:/...
I managed finally to move- thanks Rybek for ur help- 2 times;-) and for chat I will miss it!
Time in Ilawa was just great! The life here is so calm slow, prices so low and there is a lake my lake!
I can swim till I die and then just lie down on grass and dream, relax:D and of course meet my family. It was so good that even meeting Nicky almost every time did not spoil my mood, ok it would be nicer to have a chat or sth instead of pretending we do not know each other, but on the other hand if I were him in such a new realtion I would be afraid, too. Huh we are so powerful we people change this world but so small when it comes to feelings- we simply lose our mind and act as stupidly as possible;)
Really high price for love or feelings in general but I would not change it. Maybe its ridiculous but from my currrent point of view I prefer to feel sad to not feeling at all. Better to have memories after these two years than not to live them. Now my life is driven by other things, future plans and opportunities but I hope one day it will be driven by feelings, especially love and family...
its so hot in here
Im going to swim eh I love such a weather but on lake here on earth its hard to stand
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