update

so what is happening:
- I realized private dream :-) I'm really happy and everyday even more sure that was a good decision!:-)
Besides I hope to soon pass my exam session - waiting for one:/ with really good grades so maybe distance learning is a solution for me?:) Still need to finish my studies and plan to do it till end of june 2009 - 2 majors, 2 master thesis and sth like 8 subjects ... impossible is nothing and this is sth realy important for me now.
I had also to make some hard decisions and put my needs aside, give up some desires, needs and plans:/.But it all brought me to when Im now - back to BG honestly exercising a lot positvie thinking and approach. Multitasking, patience and stakeholder focus... why ... still dunno if I shall write ;-)
so maybe first I will write about what was happening in PL :D