last days in PL

General Assembly with the vote of discharge- the whole day i focused of parking myself, trying to sleep after the party, not really preparing my speech presentation or sth. I really approached this GA without any stress etc- maybe cause in my opinion people who voted saw year of my work, know me and I didn’t say anything just at the end to gain their voices. GA was hard- especially for me- on the one hand personality of the term, on another fighter- especially with ltt. But when I saw presentation of the EB 07/08- seeing ideas, things they will do- they took from us, they continued im proud, I just doubt about spring recruitment but this is their term.
Questions speeches- eh basically nothing special for me- but of course I cried:/
Don’t ask me
Sometimes I’m really strange- so I was standing in front of the people and cried:] just for bye bye;-)
But basically the point of the day was the last party of 06/07- I spoke with people I admire, I like etc- Klimeczek, Niewozewa. I also spent some time with my daughter;-)- Kupando and of course Przemo who came there :D
I really like him cause he understands me and I understand him;-)
We have also visit of Alumni that’s why we didn’t have so many coupons for beer, but still till the time we leave it was enough;-)
I didn’t dance at all so it was a good party;-)
Afterwards we had afterparty and I went home home home in Ilawa.
Barbecue with family and some precious time just to get ready to go and killing myself in order to pack:]
Of course that’s not the end of my crazy adventures
On Wednesday I had two more exams and before that we were supposed to have paintball game EB versus EB- unfortunately it didn’t happen so I went to Marki for bye bye barbeque and it was a smart choice- it gave me some thought- I will miss some stuff in PL and of course some people. Wish had to know them earlier!
I also realized that there are some things in AIESEC that I really like and are driving me, but there is also a lot I don’t like and cannot accept, also in AIESEC Poland.
In general it was not so smart idea to go there- cause I came back to Warsaw, straight for exams and didn’t manage to clean up the flat etc:/
And I went to Gdansk to say bye to my family. Now looking from Bulgarian perspective I wish I had spent more time with my family and friends and people I care.
On Thursday I went for a walk with my grandmum – I visited my old places it turned out there were some competitions- only then did I get to know that’s Europe its not Olympics class anymore, that’s why there were only Laser boats and girls sailing that and new class 405. Walk was really nice and brought some memories. Eh I realized my sailing past is really reminding of itself but also two years of my life really marked the rest of my life:]. Still not able to assess whether its positive or negative impact.
Coming back on Thursday meant only two more nights and two days at home- packing was disaster- t turned out I had 20kilo overbaggage:/ but I survived, spent some time with grandparents too and Saturday evening together with my mum went to Warsaw.
Before that on Friday evening I had virtual papa party watching my poznan friendship triangle- lachonek with husband and pysia:D
I was to clean up and pack but due to nice surprise- my eb in kaukaska I didn’t manage.
My EB make me surprise- we stayed for the last time in ola’s room, chatted about the term, had fun and then I only managed to get things in the kitchen and went sleeping.
This was strange night…
Morning before leaving was nightmare - some clothes still wet, problems with hangers and amount of baggage madness and… my eb with stezal on the airport. I really didn’t expect that and of course was crying- sometimes I think the decision about one year abroad, one year in Bulgaria was the best for me, still it was in order to challenge myself as much as possible- Am I masochist?
Still I cried, I realized I will miss my family, my eb, my lc, my friends- still was time to go so with overbaggage checked in polish flag from my eb on my shoulders and after somephonecalls to family I flied away;-)