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how many times in my life have i promised to myself that
- this is the last time
- that i wont do this again
- that i will change sth in me, sth in my behaviour
maybe i needed this feeling thats this is the last moment
so i have this feeling this is high time for changes
in me
in my environment
for the moment i know that there will be two biggest difficulties
of course shaping myself
and breaking some toxic relations
or maybe its almost the same?
neverthelles ts better to suffer for few months than through the whole life:/
yeap?