chaotic post:P

SO I'm back
back for longer period of time- school, LC, family seems boring ehehe
for sure
the most craziest time...
I need time to refelct on what happened to me lately cause it was really a lot but on the other hand I'm a little bit hm scared/afraid of results?
During this time so many thoughts crossed my mind
so many ideas
starting form just ending the term to applying for MC polish one even...
and now just empty head- focused on what needs to be done
but seems too much in operational stuff and to much in not sure what
to many things?
maybe
maybe first or really rare time in my life I feel the need to slow down to focus to review pland
set priorities and act accroding to them
maybe I fell I;m a little bit hm lone in here?
or lone with my crazy thoughts?
Is it just being tired or totally freaky- today I almos fall asleep on german and hr management
actually on hr management I was tkaing notes... but in fact writing about AIESEC e.i.
developed AIESEC participation instead of financial ...
and much more huh
But yes Im addicted to internet so why it was not the first thing I wrote in here
I have internet my own modem and conncetion to internet- iplus
so I can stay long online at home:P
ut actually hope to start lead more helathy life
... thats why instead of going to bed Im sitting here althoug its 0:44
actually i plan to go sleep around1
tomorrow AIESEC Day we will see how will it go
now we have only 5 applications but 7 newies are already onboard and Im quite proud of them
and u my ocps?
about entercee proabbly I will rite someday:P
ok came back today 7.30 went to plus bought modem home
shower
things form and to ilawa and then school
dying on german and hrm- almost sleeping
then checking flat- yes still trying to buy one, but not this one...
and veryfying people wanting to stay at stand tomorrow, oc induction, center of knowledge
part of ebm
and also some pland for this week already realized not so bad maybe?
but I do not have this feeling of tension and expectations- ok we have @ day, ook we have recruitment and what...?\
which attitude is ok being panic or mine:>?:P